proud liike a god

Hide your face forever dream and search forever Have you ever been for sale ? when your isms get smart oh so selfish and mindless with that comment in your eye Do you think that you are hard ? really harder than the other man you're acting cold if you are not in charge Don't split your mentality without thinking twice your voice has got no reason now is the time to face your lies Open your eyes, open your mind proud like a god don't pretend to be blind trapped in yourself, break out instead beat the machine that works in your head Will you offer me some tricks if I ever need them would you go into that room if I call 'em Do you think that you are better really better than the rest realize there's a problem I know that you can give your best Have you ever had a dream? or is life just a trip? a trip without chances a chance to grow up quick Open your eyes, open your mindproud like a god don't pretend to be blindtrapped in yourself, break out insteadbeat the machine that works in your head Hide your face forever dream and search forever night and night you feel nothing there's no way outside of my land Open your eyes, open your mindproud like a god don't pretend to be blindtrapped in yourself, break out insteadbeat the machine that works in your head

god is love
-carpe diem

"chill"

I gotta make a phonecall to my best friends.
I gotta let them know that I'm leaving.
Everything behind me and politely I don't wanna hurt their feelings, oh no.
I'll need to come back and I wanna explain why I had to leave them sleeping.
The answer's in the air but I really don't care 'cos I couldn't really keep on breathing the smoke.

And every time when I painted my room
like a fool I hid my feelings.
And every time when I painted my room
I thought about leaving.

You roll like stone girl, you should not stop and I don't wanna step on your feet.
And you do what you do to stay on top. I don't wanna make you feel incomplete.

And every time when I painted my room...

At the end of the day I don't know what to say.
At the end of the day I'll be flying away.

And every time when I painted my room...

its a fabulous song that i think describes everyone in their down days or for instance when i was in my rebellious stage and everything was basically closing in on me and i just wanted to get away from it all. but sometimes we have to be strong because i know that lifes tough but together we can get through this and running away isnt always going to be the answer for everything.

god is love

-carpe diem

its britne b!@%$

ok so we all know that britney had a bit of an upstir earlier but look at her now. she's a brave new girl now! she basically took all of our insults and punched us in the face with them. ok so thats fine...celebrities cant screw up in life but the average human can? ok thats right! its hollywood baby! hollywood's where dreams come true besides at disney world and etc. but you dont have to wish upon a star for that, just got to follow the dream you have. is that going to happen for me? na. i got better aspirations. but back to britney... i have always been a fan of her and nothing is going to force me to "un-fan" her. shes only human. shes a working momma now. i know hot momma ha. but hey, things always get worse before they get better. and for those who hated her and/or "un-fanned" her just keep in mind karma's a major twat and can come back to bite you in the yoo hoo if you know what i mean.

god is love

-carpe diem

coffee and cocaine

coffee is amazing due to the fact im not much of a morning person and getting out of bed is like an obstical course and takes so much energy!! now to my point and topic, shouldnt coffee be illegal due to the fact that it almost does the same effects as cocaine. no im not a user of that illegal substance but yes i have done my research. and the effects sound so the same on many levels. coffee gets you up and going and indeed increases the heart beat and loads you up with energy! concaine...yes im pretty sure it does the same thing almost although as long as ive been drinking coffee i have not had terrible sweat spells though i do get figity and cant sit still when am under the influence of that magic liquid :) it does wonders for me in the mornings and gets me awake and works like i need it to when i need it to! so please dont ban coffee! its ok it doesn't make my nose bleed and make me look terrible and like a coke addict!!

i'll give you a chance to know me :)

when i grew up around i didnt have much but my mother had everything. my parents were divorced so when the child support came in i didnt get much of or any at all. my mother just usually spent it on her material things. while i had 2 pairs of jeans,3 t shirts, and a pair of cut offs with some dead end hair. but when i was 12 on the night before thanksgiving my mother died in a collision and im pretty sure there was alcohol involved including the fact she had a 24 pack and only 4 were left in the back seat. i came to jackson to live with my dad and it has made all the difference and made my life completely different from what it is now. i have more clothes and shoes than i could ever imagine. purses and belts and everything i could ever need to be fashionably correct. and my hair is beautiful without any of the dead ends. before in school i only attended class when i had to go and was probably on the verge of failing my 7th grade year. now, i have graduated high school with a 3.8 GPA and as an honor student. i love school now and only want to succeed. also i have a wonderful step mother that washes my clothes where as before i was washing my own clothes and making my own meals by the time i was 6 years old. i love life and only want to help others and pay it forward for the help that others have dealt with me. and for that i am extremely grateful for everyone and everything!!

-God is love

carpe diem

so from my understanding about this whole toyota deal is that citizens just need to clean out the spring under the gas pedal. i drive a camry and thats what i have to do every now and then. the carpet fuzz from the carpet of course gets in that spring and causes my pedal to stick while in acceleration but thats okay nothing strenuous or life threatening.